Just came home .
Drink with them.
Suddenly no mood,
very sad. :(
I dont know.
I dont know.
I very very sad.D:
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Its your loss if you don't want treasure.
Rather go out then meeting me.
Maybe you just want this relationship to end bah.
Hai. Goodnights
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9:52 PM
Im missing her badly. :'(
Finally i accept the fact.
Her feeling already fade le.
Wish i could salvage this relationship,
And have her back. D;
We are drifting apart day by day.
I wish to see you badly,
Just a glance me also don't mind.
Because i know, soon me wont get to see you as often as last time le.
): )': D: D; >: .
Hope you are doing well nowadays.
Hope you take your meals regularly.
Hope that you will enjoy outside.
Although we contact le,
But it not as sweet compare to last time.
Im very sad right now ! .
Going to drink with joevin adrian and quan.
Im gonna drink many many.
I dont want me to think sooooo much.
Jack maybe coming too later on.
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ACRY , three nine is drifting very far apart le.
Get it back for me can?. :'(
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7:07 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
After giving in and waiting.
Still wont treasure.
Speechless. Thank you .
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9:55 PM
Slept around one an a half hour then woke up le.
Thought that i will meet her today, because we chat on the phone this morning.
Much sweeter, asked her whether want meet not.
She ask me back, do i want ?.
I said yes, i want.
But she staying over her cousin house tonight.
Means cannot meet me le. ):
So nevermind, asked her when can meet ?
She say she dont know.
meet me also dont know when ?.
Last night we thrash things out.
she ask me, what if we break, and give us more time to know each other.
My heart hurts, my mind was thinking,
why she want ask this kind of question?.
because she want to break ?.
she hinting me to break with her?.
Alot of question marks appear.
today say untill want break.
Hurts alot.
Thanks jack, for comforting me all this while.
Maybe you are right, if she got the heart to meet me.
No matter where she is.
she will come meet de.
You are not the anisia i know anymore.
you seems drift apart from me le.
Even the time to chat on phone also dont have.
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I wish everything will change.
including you and the love you have for me.
Acry, I love you. ):
I dont want you to tear every night.
Because i promise you i will make you happy all the time.
This promise i also break le. D;
Im sorry.
I really hope we will patch things back,
And move on together. D;
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9:14 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
From the start is i look like your ex then we know each other.
You told me before ,he coming out soon. Home leave.
Then you will find this kind of excuse de bah.
as for your feelings for me, from the start all is fake de.
Whatever it is, i give you two my blessings. :D
And faster reply him letter la.
Last long too yea.
03.09.09 is a dream.
Everything's a lie.
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8:53 AM
ROFLMAO.
Thought everything was true.
Stupid sia me.
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha.
Nothing But A Dream.
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1:45 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Just came back home from sim lim square with joevin .
Didnt really enjoy, no mood.
Now my lappy not laggy le.
I should be happy, not moodless.
I guess i really have to get use without you.
Everytime got happy things or sad things i have you to share with.
Now we rarely contact, hais .How to share.
How long more you still want?.
The longer it is ,the more further we will be apart.
I hope you and i will treasure this relationship.
I hope we can patch things back and start anew.
I hope you will call me right now.
I hope to see you now.
But everything is only i hope.
I scared i will lose you.
Maybe what they say is right, "After losing it then will cherish".
Take care of your ownself outside.
Take your meals regularly.
Enjoy too.
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11:10 PM
